KimberlyLaine

"I don't want the world to see me Cause I just don't think they'd understand Where everything is made to be broken I just want you to know who I am"

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Center of attention

LIBRA


Drinking style
"I'm jusht a social drinker," slurs Libra, "it's jusht that I'm damn social?" Libra loves nothing more than to party, mingle and relate to everyone. Whether dipped in favor of Good Libra (with Insta-Friend device set to "on") or heavier on the Evil Libra side (they are little instigators when bored), the Scales can really work a room. Charming as they are, Libras are notoriously lacking in self-control, however, which can get them into all sorts of trouble -- including wearing their wobbly boots waaaay too early in the evening, flirting with their best friend's beau or even blacking out the night's events entirely. Oops!

Trademark cocktails
Aesthetic Libras like pretty, pouffy drinks like a pink lady or a brandy Alexander. That's the influence of Venus, their ruling planet, which also gives them a horror of crudely named potions like Sex on the Beach. They're fine with "normal" guzzles like apple martinis, but every Libra secretly just wants Champagne, and lots of it.

Drinking buddies
Jimmy Carter, Simon Cowell, Ani DiFranco, Janeane Garofalo, Hugh Jackman, Martina Navratilova, Gwyneth Paltrow, Sting, Oscar Wilde, Catherine Zeta-Jones Mallory Knox

Monday, May 08, 2006

What woulda...

What woulda happened?

Would I have laughed.. and made you smile?

Would you have confirmed what I think.. that you know me better than anyone.. even myself.

Would I have learned lessons of life.. that I should have learned from childhood...

Would I have taught you something?

Would I have been open and honest..

Would I have destroyed something precious..

Would I have accidently let my feelings show?

Have I soiled the image you hold for me...

what woulda happened...

I'm not sure I want to know...

*loveyabye*

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Bitchy? Damn right I am!

Ok.. so I have an 8 year old son whom I don't get to see that often because when I am not at work.. he's at school.. (or I'm having to sleep.. because reguardless of everyone's opinion sleep is a necessity.. not a recreation) I am a full time student.. (also a requirement.. if I want to afford the things my son needs.. college, food, shelter) I work almost 50 hours a week babysitting adults who should not need adult supervision... AND I have a boyfriend whom I get to see 1 day a week, at the grocery store.. or when I pass by him with a load of laundry.

Yes I'm bitchy..

I have feelings, needs, and I get stressed, and I don't feel good all the time... Is it not ok for me to be in a bad mood every now and then??

I don't get to go out a lot.. 1. I have no friends.. 2. I have an 8 year old son who I don't want to take time away from... 3. When do I have time just to be an adult? I'm being an adult every day of my life... the 3 days a week I have off I'm cramming them so full of stuff I can't get done during the week I'm rushing around on Sunday to get clean clothes to wear....

The people I enjoy getting thier opinions from and learning from... I'm obviously not allowed to converse with...

I have things I need to talk about.. things I would like some input on... sometimes I feel everyone takes what they need and then leaves me to fend on my own...

I feel like screaming.... a lot....

But yet.. when I walk through life I'm expected to do so with a smile.... always in a pleasent mood.. never have any concerns or gripes..

You know as much as I would like to agree with you.. I'm not a goddess.. I'm not perfect.. I have to shake my ketchup just like everyone else.. So when I'm not smiling.. when I look as if I'm having a bad day... if I seem a little stressed and might need someone to talk to.. don't ask me why I look down... don't ask me If I need someone to chat with for a sec... don't be concerned that I might have feelings... just remember one thing....


I'm a bitch...

get over it..
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