KimberlyLaine

"I don't want the world to see me Cause I just don't think they'd understand Where everything is made to be broken I just want you to know who I am"

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Where's the bartender?

I.. neeeeed.... Jim... Beam...

posted by KimberlyLaine @ 9:44:00 PM  

4Something to share?:

  • At Saturday, January 14, 2006 12:16:00 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    This might be the saddest thing I have ever read. Reading this and the rest of your entires makes me waht to cry for you. You are a very sad person who thinks no one loves her. but yet you mention so many people in your writings that must be still out there who love you. Let them love you and love yourself. Don't fall into a crutch of needing drugs or Jim Beam to take away the pain. Forget the past look to the future and embrace the challenge and the promising future you have. Don't throw it all away with something like Jim Beam or drugs.

     

  • At Friday, January 27, 2006 12:58:00 AM, Blogger KimberlyLaine said…

    Thank you for your concern. I know about the crutch.. My entire family is made of alchoholics. I don't drink.. Maybe on occasion.. The last time I've had a drink was in November and before that was Probablly January of 2005. I know that once I used my emotional "impurities" as a reason to take a drink I'll be stuck forever. I've seen it.. and I can feel it in my viens... I guess I am an inexpierenced alchoholic where I've never been down to the bottom to become a recovered one.. I've never let myself become that.

    I appreciate you.

     

  • At Monday, January 30, 2006 7:04:00 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    That is such a relief! You entires sound so much better. I am happy for you and your lucky little boy! Love him and yourself and look to all the people you know who love you and be happy. Life is a ride and you can do it in a peddle car or ride in style. Enjoy each day to the fullest and enjoy very single minute, only you can make you happy. Life is a ticking clock don't waste one second being sad! CHOOSE to be happy God Loves you and he makes no mistakes!

     

  • At Friday, February 03, 2006 5:51:00 PM, Blogger KimberlyLaine said…

    I had a peddle car once.. When I think about it it makes me smile... It was red.. I was happy, innocent,and free from shame. It was also when my papaw was still alive... lol.. another adoptive relative.

    I am happy for the most part, mainly to show people who wish bad things for me they cannot. Inside tho I have lots of pain. Some say forget about it.. let it go..

    They make it worse..

    Thanks again

     

Post a Comment

HOME

MAIL