Never ending circle

I just realized something... and as far as I'm concerned... that's cool... I'd rather be just me anyway.. no matter how much you do for someone.. or care about them... love isn't forever.. or even for a long time.. it's a day to day thing.. and only when you are face to face... I deserve more... I'm decent.. not that horrible looking.. I should have been born way back when.. I guess I'm just old... fashioned... and old... I'm going to stop focusing on one thing.. and focus on a few... piss on it..