I'll love you til I die

I just got home.. It's 15 til 6 am.. you are sleeping in the next room.. I think I can even hear you breathing.. You must have had a busy day.. you aren't stirring at all.. I wonder if you know I'm here.. If somehow by my presence that your sleep is sound.. your dreams.. all sweet... Every day before I lie down I kiss your cheek.. do you feel it? I run my fingers thru your soft blonde hair... and squeeze you tight.. did you notice? Every night I call you.. even if you are to busy to talk... Every minute I'm thinking of you.. wondering how you are.. what you are doing.. if you are ok.. if you are not.. Do you know? I have had my heart broken by you so many times.. many tears have fallen over the years and I suspect they will continue... On the days I can't see you but a few minute's.. I ache for your laughter.. for your fingerprints on my newly washed and pressed skirt... an icecream after a long day at the park.. a sleeping bag in the floor and a night of nintendo games...popcorn.. movies.. Just holding you while you sleep... I miss you...